Good morning to my two followers! haha I'm not sure if you know this, but I'm kind of a big deal around here! I'm working a 48 hour shift this weekend. There is a new client here this weekend and she is adorable. Possibly the cutest 11 year old Indian girl I've ever seen. She's polite, sweet, and very attentive to everything I do.

This morning I woke up early to make apple turnovers (from scratch of course) and my new client woke up early with me. She helped me make the turnovers from start to finish. While we were filling the pastry dough with apples I realized something...I want this. No, not the apple pastry (I'm resisting and drinking a protein shake) I want to be a Mom. I want to make breakfast on Saturday mornings with my daughter/son.

I love what I do working with the school district and social services but it's taking my Mom instincts for a loop. A kindergarten student asked me, "Who's mom are you?". The thought of planning, conceiving, and being pregnant is actually interesting to me! Needless to say I'm scared out of my mind. It's really strange to be at a place where I'm interested in and sincerely want to start a family. Obviously, other things need to be in order first but at least my maternal desire is going strong!